"I have nothing to say ... and i am saying it"

I am ... writing.

Yes ... i keep writing.

I keep .... expressing myself ... even if many of the things i

write .. are actually a clear evidence of the ... nonsense ...

which is dominating my whole existence.

Yes ... i keep writing ... doing it as a self therapy ... which i

need a lot.

It's sort of a ... treatment.

I do it everyday.

Day ... by day.

And days are passing ... then weeks ... then months ... but

nothing improves.

No ...

Life still continues ... as a story about the nonsense into its

absolute form.

So ... i keep expressing myself ... having nothing to say ...

but illusory expecting to receive important messages ... from

my inner soul.

Maybe ... all is an abstract tendency of going beyond the

boundaries ... of my being.

And ... i desperately try it.

Beyond the boundaries ... of the human being

philosophical & spiritual essays

Expressing ...

Expressing ...

Expressing ...

But ... not saying anything.

Most probably ... i am still disconnected of the inner self.

And ... no matter as much as i try ... nothing changes.

I guess it's normal.

I am an ordinary human being ... same as the others ...

dominated by the nonsense ... without any real control on

myself ... and ...

Well ... life continues anyway.

I also continue to write.

I continue to express ... that "nothing" from inside of myself.

Looking ... like useless

But ... i am just doing my therapy sessions.

On ... and on and on ...